miss maliah turns 5!! today!!!

i cant believe my liah bug is five today!!! wow!! on august 27th 2003 at 3:35 pm on a wednesday afternoon Maliah Heather Doreen Morris made her debut into this world weighing in at 7lbs 1 oz. i remember seeing her for the first time. what a beautiful little spirit. i knew on that day i had someone so special. she was the sweetest baby. watching her grow these past 5 years have been amazing. i want her to know how much i love her and how grateful i am to have her in our family.

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SO i try and keep everything on here i post happy thoughts, but today as i sit her by myself no kids i think of how sucky life is really going for the morris family right now. so we r in the process of putting the House up for a short sell so we don't end up foreclosing. a couple of months ago Aaron and i decided that when our payments go up to 1900 a month we r NOT going to stay, the mortgage company doesn't want to help so i said pretty much peace out then.we stopped making the payment just 3 months ago. you would think that they would want to try and do any and everything they possibly could to help you stay in your home, but no that is not the case. we have found several homes in our community for rent that are 1,000sq ft bigger and 300 dollars less then what we've been paying for the last 3 years. so why would we wanna stay here and pay 2,000 a month. sorry not gonna happen.i wish we would have planned things a little differently then what we had, I'm also sick of putting a happy face on when indeed i am not happy right now. i feel like my whole world has been flipped upside down. and i feel for my children. i want the world for them and i feel like i am letting them down. hopefully this whole situation will be a new beginning for all of us.

happy anniversaries!!!

Ok so its been a bit since i posted! i ve been super busy. i just wanted to get on here reall quick and post this. so this week has been very exciting and emotional. its is mine and aarons 9th wedding anniversary today and it was our 7 th year anniversary for our sealing on thee 11th. let me tell you WOW. I have so many emotional and memorable feelings going threw my mind. when aaron and i got married we had not a very good of a chance of lasting. well thats what ive been told ya know i was just barley 17 and him barely 21. all the odds were against us, and among other things. we have had our ups and downs and rough times but we have always gotten through them. and i love and respect him more and more each day. he is a great husband and a great dad.just wanted to say happy anniversary honey and i love you!!!